CBD
With a grip stifling and tight
you take me to a new height;
With a whisper stern and sweet
and a beauty too concrete
you entice my soul
to give it gaping black hole;
What a hold you have on me
I'd stay though my soul screams 'flee'
Consume my all, my all for thee
Delusions
Behind the screen
I feel them glean
Silently stripping me
Of my precious dignity
I swear my ears heard
Shutters as fast as this bird
No, I know it's absurd
But I swear my ears heard
Of my precious dignity
Silently stripped off me
As they insidiously glean
From behind the screen
Projector
Through what lens do we see
The world that seems gloomy
Or is it angry?
Depends on what hounds me
What is, is my mind
I can see what I want to find
Does this make me blind?
No, that really is mankind
Being
Cursed with bones and blood
and beating heart,
searching for god
and love—selfless? selfish
Slave to passions,
like warm bodies
I look at with boredom
Shaped that way, I am
Imprisoned, tethered
to unholy cynicism,
growing rage
as one age
With dull, pained eyes,
I weep
and weep
to chasm
Void,
insensible abyss
Then silence,
long, unsettling
silence
Nothing
In stillness—epiphany!
Nothing's but a word
for infinite possibilities!
Bliss,
glorious bliss
I gaze above
with brand new eyes
orange and blue
wash the skies
Untethered,
the dawn bleeds below
touches my soul
and brings me home
Drenched in passions,
weaving red strings
Overpowering joy
envelopes my being
Blessed with mind and soul
And beating heart
Absurdly graced
To love and be loved!